help me sleep

This sucks. I'm sick of waking up in the night due to foot pain. Other than Sunday night, I haven't gotten through a full night in 3 weeks.

I wish my foot would stop being swollen and painful. I want to walk again WITHOUT crutches. I want to go to work...but now I don't even have a job. Stupid foot.

Sleeping isn't very effective anyway because it's not a deep sleep, it's more like a half sleep...so it just feels like hallucinating. The 3 hours I've "slept" tonight were occupied by a nightmare of the Amish-type lady taking over my household. Haha, Wife Swap. Good show.

I'm hungry. Anybody wanna go to ihop? I'll drive. Jk. I can't drive. At least I haven't had to buy gas for 4 weeks.

I'm sick of being dependant on people. This is depressing.

On another note, I want to go to BYU-Idaho next year for a semester.

I got my books from Rio Salado today. My voucher was $500 but my total for 4 new books was just $150. Crazy! MCC is dumb. I got 4 new books for $533.70; since I dropped my classes, I have to take them back BUT because I purchased them, they won't go back for full value...even the unopened communications book which is still in its package. I'll have to pay whatever's left over. I can understand that for my English book which I highlighted in, but for the rest? Freaking rediculous. I'm not paying/taking them back until I get another paycheck.